Many
people can easily make friends in their daily life. They can influence
people or they can keep a good relationship with others. It is not easy
for me to make friends. Sometimes, I try to check myself why this comes
into my life.
I
believe that I won’t feel this if there is no something wrong in my
life. When I try to check myself, I find something wrong that makes me
like this. I have a brother and I still remember what he has done for
me. I can not forget this event in my life.
A
few years ago, when I was in elementary school, I could not go anywhere
unless my brother allowed me to go. He was very rude to me. He did not
want me to go with my the other friends. He just wanted me to stay home.
This
makes me can not be free to speak with my other friends. This attitude
comes within me and what I felt when my brother did this to me, it is
also what I feel right now. I can not easily drive this away from my
life. I feel that the basic of how to make friends or keep relationship
has been wrong or it has lost.
What
I felt about fifteen years ago effects my life and how I can make
relationship with other people. I try to forget what I have felt. I also
try to change this in order that I can easily make a good relation.
When I do this, I often feel that I still fail.
What
I do now is I read some self-development books and try to practice what
I read especially a book that tells about the influence. This is not
enough for me to do. I have to practice directly by meeting other people
and speaking up when I meet somebody. I just hope that I can do my best
to keep my relation that I have done till right now./Wr, Immer
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